WEERONG

2009-08-10T09:59:00.000-07:00

Moved

2009-07-06T00:19:00.000-07:00

cutest thing i've ever met. (:
this stupid girl mms me while i'm halfway through my training.
made my day.
love you!

2009-06-30T02:06:00.000-07:00

i want to close down this space. it's getting boring.

2009-06-27T10:47:00.000-07:00

2009-06-25T12:31:00.000-07:00

i felt so torn apart.
please, i want to feel better.
it's so terrible to have this feelings everyday with me
tell me, how am i gonna trust you again?
flirt all you want.
i'm tired.

2009-06-19T02:07:00.000-07:00

from today onwards, lim jiayan had nothing to do with me.

2009-06-18T11:09:00.000-07:00

i want back the old good times. ):

2009-06-15T10:17:00.000-07:00

曹格 - 寂寞先生

你的笑容是恩惠
世界难得那麽美
於是追要你陪
可惜本能终会将美丽汗水化成泪水

黑夜之所以会黑
叫醒人心里的鬼
在游说在萦回
在体内是什麽在把我摧毁在伤痕累累

我可以无所谓
寂寞却一直掉眼泪
人类除了擅长颓废做什麽都不对
Oh … I’m not okay

我假装无所谓
才看不到心被拧碎
人在爱情里越残废就会越多安慰
无论有虚伪
无论多虚伪

空虚并非是词汇
能够形容的魔鬼
它支配着行为
能摆脱寂寞我什麽都肯给就像个傀儡

2009-06-15T09:55:00.000-07:00

i don't feel right.

2009-06-07T09:28:00.000-07:00

WTF LA I DONT LOOK LIKE A CHEENA MEI. YOU THINK YOU LOOK VERY NICE AH? I THINK I LOOK NICER THN YOU PREASSEEEEEEEEEEEE.

2009-06-01T23:14:00.000-07:00

"busy or not. your STILL loved :) never forgotten :) take care gal "
" Words cant express how much i love you.lol"
these 2texts totally made my day. (:

2009-05-28T00:53:00.000-07:00

i've nvr like any non-living things like bags shoes clothes or what so ever, but this bag is one to die for!

omg each time i look at this bag, my heart is junping for excitment. as though show luo's fans are looking at show!
i hope i can save my money as soon as possibleeeeeeeeeeeee and get my hands on this!

this bag is nice too! because the above one alot pple have it and i don't like to be a copycat. so i like this toooooooooooooo! :D

2009-05-26T18:30:00.000-07:00

i miss these people. ):
i hope this semester end quickly so i'll be back with them!!

2009-05-18T08:27:00.000-07:00

why do people always drift away from me?
is it me not doing enough to hold on to them or to the friendships or bonds?
i hate it when people drift away from me.
Looking back at how much fun i used to have with alot of different people different friends,
i felt so yucky now.

2009-05-18T07:24:00.001-07:00

i feel like shit now.
):

2009-05-14T08:14:00.000-07:00

i'm on a saving plan.so proud of myself to spend only6 bucks in 3days.today hand itchy go buy rice to eat instead of eating maggie mee.regret man.but nvm!
Continue saving money weeronggggggggggg!

2009-05-12T19:46:00.000-07:00

my thoughts had been running wildly and going in circles.
i need a change, a getaway trip and a brand new environment.

2009-05-07T00:08:00.000-07:00

i've ran out of words to convey how i really feel inside even though how much i wish you knew.
perhaps it's time and it meant for me to stop continue fighing for our rights and reasons and friendship.
just let things be and let me take all the blame.
i don't wish to be in an emotional outrage everyday, just fighting for a name for myself, and also for yourself.
i want it to be a happy ending
And i'll be smiling instead of frowning if ever anybody mention your name.
(:

2009-05-05T18:34:00.000-07:00

my tutor from UNDERSTANDING RELATIONSHIP taught us to purposely smile if we're feeling sad or angry or having a bad day. smile more often will help to change your emotions. so i will smile from now on, constantly. (:

2009-05-05T17:35:00.000-07:00

yes i dont need you
and i'm pretty sure i'll get over you.
i don't need your care, your concern, your company, and whatever you can name.
it's you yourself who had a change but you convienently threw the blame on me.
i should have open my eyes wide to see things and be careful to trust anyone.
you wont be there and i don't need you to be there.
i promise everyone and myself that i'll throw away anything that had got to do with you in my house.
it's not that i'm being a fucked up friend or whatever.
but it's all because i don't need such a friend who always make history repeat itself and make myself feels as though i'm some kind of spare tyre.
i'm sorry and goodbyeeeeeeeeeee. (:

2009-05-05T08:57:00.000-07:00

im sorry 4,5,6,7,8,10,11,12,13,14,15.
i'm being such a fucked up troublesome girl.

and i seriously need to stop crying becos this is the 4th night ive been crying continuously.different issues.i donwan to go blind yet or become some pufferfish's eyes.

2009-05-04T08:14:00.001-07:00

gone.
like how i threw the movie tickets at the usual playground.

2009-05-03T23:52:00.000-07:00

lessons are freaking boring and classes are starting to get A LITTLE interesting and fun.and i think i'm going blind cos my eyes are freaking red and itchy.maybe i've been crying too much and i need to stop.
NP training ltr and after which i need to rush home to be online to discuss project.but well,it may be good to keep myself so busy.

its always my fault in what ever things i'm doing.
you always never fails to prove me right about things that i've been thinking.
ni hai shi ni.
yong yuan bu hui bian.
shi wo tai ben qu xiang xin ni suo dui wo shou de yi qie.
wo hai xiang zai qu xiang xin ni,er qie xian zai wo shi bai fen zhi bai de xiang xin ni.
tan shi wei shen me xian zai wo suo kan jian de shi qing he ni suo shou de hua gen ben shi zai rang wo bu xiang xin wo dui ni de xing ren.
wo hao xi wang zhe yi qie shi wo zi ji xiang tai duo.
hao xi wang zhe yi qie dou shi ge meng,
yi chang hen shang xin de meng.
):
wo hao xiang zhi dao wei shen me shi qing hui bian de zhe yang?
zhen de shi wo zi ji zao chen de ma?
zhen de shi zhe yang ma?
mei tian zao shang wo dou hui dui zi ji shou,"jin tian shi xing de yi tian.wo bu ying gai qu xiang zuo tian de shi.mei you le ni,wo hui hen hao."
tan shi wo zuo bu dao.
wo bu ying gai tai yi lai bie ren.
yuan lai zhe yi qie dou shi wo de cuo.

2009-05-03T23:37:00.000-07:00

Maybe you know, maybe you dont
Our friendship is splitting apart
I miss you so badly, but its not the same anymore it feels as if I cant even tell you
Is this your way of telling me your no longer going to be there for me
Was it something I did, or because what I couldnt be
Do you even care?
Do you still want me here?
Maybe we feel the same was
Can you please stay?
Without you id die, but while your by my side helping me I feel I can face anything
Please, can you stay, and remain my forever friend?
Cause latley we've been drifting away, and I dont want this to end

by: heather

so very true.

2009-04-30T09:43:00.000-07:00

i was right to not hand my heart to you again.
becos i knew one day things will get bored and i'll be left there again.
pretty much my fault too.
i'm sorry yip.

this week wasn't a pleasant one.
cried like a fucking whore ytd.
yay blame on me.
but i wont apologise becos i dont see a need to becos i did not hurl vulgarities at you.
and i'm still being friendly and nice and not attitude-ing you or outcasting you.

and i din get to club tonight.sigh
but its a good thing as i wont waste my money to drink my sorrows away.
sad thing is i cant party and have fun as i've got trng tmr):
i dont see why do i have to give up so much for the team when i dont feel happy playing there at all and no one need me as i'm the most fierce tigress in the team.
yeah yeah blame it on ME again.

fucking sweet video found in youtube.it's suppose to be a happy song but it's eating my heart into pieces.

2009-04-27T02:32:00.000-07:00

what's wrong with people around me, or rather me myself?
never talk much to people people thought i don't care.
talk to them, people thought it's nothing much.
and i got very pissed off this way.
or maybe it's myself who talk to people at the wrong time?
i think i've been caring about too many things too much and i should learn to let it go like what bird told me.
yay i'll care about myself and my studies now.
the team will pick itself up with me keeping shut so i think this wouldnt be a worry.
group members will tell me what to do so this wouldnt be another worry too.
issues will have sir to handle so this wouldnt be another worry too.
so ya, keep your mouth shut wr.

*for anyone's info, i'm not targetting anyone. i'm saying things in general.

2009-04-26T08:09:00.000-07:00

i don't know how to handle things that are happening now.
i feel like screaming at you you but i think it's not a wise and good choice.
yes i'll try to understand the situation and there might be a reason behind it.
but nvm.
you don't hold a important place in my friends list.
so ya, chill weerong. (:

2009-04-22T17:15:00.000-07:00

it's disappointing to know that people dont trust.
and it's really scary how one's mouth can talk.
like wtf?
yeah this shit just got to stop.
we're 6yrs friends.there's nothing wrong being close like fucking hell ok get it into whoever whoever's head.
and i don't like it when people screw things up between bird and i.
friends i know,but hear already just come out from the other ear.
if you're my friend,i do hope when you're at the scene where words are being said,you'll speak up for me,or maybe at least for bird. (:
i may be harsh,but i don't want to be screwed up again.

and i played like some motherfucker ass/chicken ytd.
screw myself and my kneeeeeeeeeee/

2009-04-06T10:23:00.000-07:00

i need money i need money i need money x100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000

life had been so boring for me.i've been staying at home facing the comp whole day unless i'm out for trainings/friendlies.wanted to go out and walk/window shop/spend time with friends like nana jasmine they all/watch match but no money makes me feel so turn off! ): how i wish when i walk there's a 100dollar note in front right beside my legs.that would be so great.my ezlink's no money alr and i have to top up again and that means another 10bucks poorer. ):

womens open is drawing nearer and 1st match is on this coming sun.i'm so not looking forward to it cos i'm of no help to the team and everything i do seems so meaningless and worthless and so insignificant. ): i don't feel like playing ball anymore becos i don't seems to be improving i don't seems to be looking forward to training i don't seems to be getting praises etc.i don't like it i don't like it. ):

i went to cut my hair and i finally had the courage to snip my beautiful fringe off to bangs.yeah imagine me with bangs.i think i look so ugly. ): bird said i act cute by cutting bangs. ): but mum and hairdresser and mum's friend said i look pretty in it.but still,nobody had seen my bangs except my family and bird.i don't think i have the courage to face the world.i hope my hair grows faster cos i love grown-bangs which means bangs that are poking into my eyes that kind.ok hair grow pls. ):

stupid me went thinking abt things that had happened in those jurongs days and those unfair accusations and treatments.i complained all out to yipmunting and i'm such a ass to cry over the phone with her.omg so paiseh and throw face.but well,what's done is done.i can't turn back time either.and i feel so totally unfair.fuck.

and i think i've lost my one and close best friend which i used to have throughout my secondary days.yah i know i can't rely on one best friend as i still have so many other good friends like na meimei jasmine.but i'm one who follow my emotions and being comfortable with a friend is very important to me and it takes a long time for me to feel comfortable being with friend and which will eventually turns out to be my best friend.but tell me how to?and how to find back the best friend i used to have,i used to feel so comfortable being with,i used to have countless of talks and gossips,i used to turn to when i need someone?sigh ): what's wrong with things between us and what went wrong?but it's true that the reason we drifted is becos of your precious. ):

sch's reopening soon and i hate it as i'll be in a new environment and new friends new class.and what's worse each module i'll be in a different class.argh!kill me. ): but the happy thing is that i'll have my sister to meet during breaks as she's in NP too. (:

haha what's up with this post?all unhappy stuffs and nothing for me to be happy abt. ):
but nvm, 只要笑一笑，没有什么事情过不了 (:

i need sunflowers to cheer me uppppppp. ):

2009-03-15T01:16:00.000-07:00

i'm beginning to doubt my own play.
it's getting worse and i think i'm just not talented in it.
worst player.

2009-03-06T09:18:00.000-08:00

i love receiving flowers
and i got a BIG sunflower today. (:

2009-03-02T06:22:00.001-08:00

seeing cedar girls cheering and shouting and jumping for joy when they won their semi against raffles,it just gave me a very weird and uncomfortable feelings.just felt like crying.HAHAHAH.
and today i practically spend my days sleeping.woke up at 1plus went to ccab watch match den home at 6plus den slept till 8plus.stupid fever and flu.
i need a jobbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb. ):

2009-03-01T07:49:00.001-08:00

friendly with njc again.dk which idiot make my elbow damn pain now and the ref sucks like bloody hell.every snatch balls is theirs,not even once us,got la.ONCE only haha.
celebrated del (daughter) birthday.ate circuit road's steamboat den movie.i tell you,"the bloody valentine" damn gross and scary that it made me shouted twice "knn".ok idk why i shouted that but the words just automatically came out.HAHAHA such an weakling.but its nice. (:
ate chicken wings and its 15 ok.haha but damn niceeeeeeeee.
and the stupid durian prata ytd made me had a sore throat and it hurts so badly that even i yawn also pain.hahaha.
yeah i'm down with a fever,so happy,not.

2009-02-28T07:56:00.000-08:00

things arent the same.i'm not gonna visit your blog and read wad you typed anymore.that blog used to be a place where i'll get to see how much happiness we used to have.but now?i should not have went to read it.yes i'm such a person who dont understnd you at all.if you think that what i said to you over those SMSes are saying how bad you are in my heart,i've got nth to say.things are not the same anymore since last yr oct.28th was no longer a date to rmb anymore.yes you're right.looking at those sweet memories we had,we're such a great item and how much i enjoyed being there in the story.
what i said possessive was that you got so fucking upset when i spend more time with others as compared to you and of cos i do know when you love someone alot you'll get so gaga over him/her and feel all sorts of emotions even if he/she is using her phone or talking to friends.i do know becos i went through what you're going through now.but you know what,when you're at my this age looking back,you'll feel so funny over it.so you understand why i said you're childish and looking things on the surface only?its not that i dont understand but now i'm 19yrs old and i look at things differently.eg if i like someone -> (the 17yrs old me in the past) i'll go so fucking gaga over that person and tried all means to get close and know that person well. (the 19yrs old me now) i'll keep quiet and do nothing and make sure that person is happy.
now you get it how i see things now?now you know what i meant when i said you two are childish?
alot of times i told you before you aint the way you are now when i first met you.and the reasons i gave when i asked for a broke up,you did not improved on them,or maybe should i say you did,but in a wrong way.
each time we argued i did not complain or find someone to share my unhappiness.i kept them within me although alot of times i just felt like giving up on you and move on.but when i was about to give up and move on,i asked myself this, "how would i feel if all of a sudden i wont be talking to you or seeing you in my everyday life?" maybe you cant keep things to yourself like what you told me,but i dont like a 3rd party to get involve with us when she's your friend whereby you're seeking help and advices.i just dont like it becos she cant do anything to help or what.and of cos she'll think on your side more than thinking on my side.
if you think i'm not showing you enough attention or care,i think you're wrong.it's just that i dont do things visibly anymore.
idk how am i gna forgive&forget what had happen although how much i wish things between us are alright and fine.i'm sorry.
told you alot of times to move on and find someone better but you just wont.
sigh..

2009-02-20T10:10:00.000-08:00

overdued pictures:

suntec fountain with belovedbird and sheryl (13/2)

kbox with sis april xy (17/2)

in class (13/2)

on my bday with aprilyip (11/2)

there's alot more on each individual days but lazy ah cos there's like 130+ photos&videos.haha.

and a bday song from bird:

2009-02-19T06:06:00.000-08:00

my 19th bday was a blast.i had great ppl celebrating with/for me.
ppl like 2Lo4,april&xiaoyuan,jiayan&sheryl,kx family etc.
i've got overdued pictures to upload.will upload them when i got back my laptop from bird. (:

below was a video made by my beloved sebas. (:

thanks for the short video you've done for me.
i'm sorry made you slept very late cos you're busy doing this video.
you've been a great companion and friend.friends like you & jacintha,not forgetting zhiyun and suelyn and hash.you girls totally rock my world!
every day's lessons would nvr be boring with you all.
i rmb when i first came to L04,i was afraid that i wont be able to fit into the class.i kept asking alvin if L04 ppl are friendly not.cos afterall i'm an extra joining L04.
but i was wrong.all of you were great ppl.all of you were so bonded and welcomed me so much.
at first i've got only you and jacintha and hash talking to me.but as days passed,more and more ppl talked and joked with me.
the class chalet that i went,so fun,so memorable.
kh went crazy and noisy after drinking,jasper too went abit high after drinking,games played at the shelter,drinking session with you and my friends (and you refused to help me when i was losing at 5-10! ): )
after that cny visit to jasper's hse.sang and gambled and i lost the most there.
and then chinxiang hse for steamboat whereby you accompanied me down to you-know-i-know and then chuanfa and again kh went high after drinking.followed by zhiyun.walks to 7-11.all of us were crazy and all vehicles dirved past were looking at us.
small small little things made up a big part of my life.
and not forgetting i've got a banana tudi LAU KIAT HONG,my basketball student, and ah boey JASPER,one who always irritates me but hears what i want to say.
esp ah boey,who kept bullying you and i stood by you and helped you.
and ah boey,i still rmb our first conversation when you asked me why i'm in the class and i told you how i felt about studying.
all these brings laughters.
things gna be different after papers end.all of you going for attachment whereby i still got to attend another semster with another unknown class again.
but dont forget after each month you all get your pay,ask me out and bring me to have fun alright! (:
love you all! thanks sebas dearest. (:

2009-02-19T05:51:00.000-08:00

omg hot stuffs hot clothings hot styles.
all time fav = BLACK. (:

2009-02-13T07:57:00.000-08:00

Hi everybody, happy valentine's day to all (:

2009-02-03T18:51:00.001-08:00

i miss my dad. i've not bai nian to him yet. ):
whenever i'm walking home,i'll be reminded that on one particular day when i was packing my shoes at the rack early in the morning when i just woke up,i heard noises outside a few time before looking through the peep hole.then i saw this guy in black whose back view looks like my dad.i immediately looked for my keys frantically and rush down to find him.end up i couldnt see any sight of him so i went home with a heavy heart.while walking home i saw that guy.guess what?it's not my dad.sigh.. ):
the longest time i've not see him was half a year.i wonder does he knows where we stay.
i miss those dinner time he brought us out to eat.i miss him asking me if things are fine recently.i miss him talking the same old stuffs again & again.i miss him follwoing behind us when the whole family went out.i miss the times when he's driving and he would drive down the jurong slope in a speed that i like.i miss him waiting outside my sch when i'm in pri sch.i miss hugging me when i was young.i miss those karaoke sessions when i was young. (i was a great singer when i was young hor.dad always praise me to his friends) sigh..

ok stop being emo wr.

2009-02-03T06:58:00.000-08:00

finally negotiation and marketing test are over.both are fine.kind of worried and scared for tmr's presentation haha
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ok after negotiation went KAP macs with the whole class (excluding MOH hash and clement AND LAU KIAT HONG AND TENGHUI) den met bird and went home.

sigh..

/edit
ok i think i'm being a little sensitive over the copycat.perhaps i'm just ------- over ---- ----- haha.i'll changeeeeee. (:

2009-02-02T06:54:00.000-08:00

i'm lazy to upload more pictures so maybe go to my facebook to see.
i hate this week.so packed.tmr negotiation & marketing test wed commtk presentation thurs OPCS presentation and quiz.hate it hate it!
and i think my mood this few days had been bad,bad that i kept shouting and got irritated so god damn easy.and i'm being sucha emo nemo for idk why.sigh ): and and I DONT LIKE HER.idk but she's being such an ass man.

sebas i've got things to tell you but idk how to say.. how i wish i did not _ _ _ _ _ _ _ you know. ): damn sad.cos _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ sigh

ok off to study for me marketing now.i need a break. ):

2009-01-30T09:28:00.001-08:00

cny was pretty boring except for the fact that i bump into "dirty things" in the bus while taking photos with my sis during day 1.how fucking suay can i get.haha

ok went boey hse today to bai nian and gamble.wakao cant believe im the biggest loser while playing blackjack.lost all my money away but lucky that day i won pretty much at jia's hse so my loss wasnt much.but nvm.going win back my money at other place.haha
ok sang my afternoon away with sebas olivia and jacintha.all 4 mikes are occupied by us while suelyn boey chinxiang and zhiyun mj-ed.den blackjack and lost money.den dinner at tehtarik with them and home mali home.journey damn long la.haha.
yeah below are the photos we took.ppl please take.and send me other photos too ok?and i'll upload more.haha

walao my arms so fat face so round.kns.plus that boey says i become fatter alr.kns x2!gonna run more consistently cos im running on some days only.burn burn burn my FATS!
byeeeee

/edit
ok i uploaded more photos but this time only those that got me coz lazy to upload more ah.more in facebook!sebas,now waiting for your photos! (:

2009-01-29T07:35:00.000-08:00

knnccb i dont get it why SOMEONE can be so wtf and just spread nonsense abt me.since when i play around with girls i ask you?since when that incident abt i started with THIS GUY when i'm attached to THIS GIRL makes me a two-timer??like hello,things started because i was fucking drunk and happened once doesnt mean i accepted him and went ahead to be his girl while i was attached.and please,this was like sooooo fucking long ago when you fucking dont know me yet.do you know the whole story?no you dont and dont act like you know when i think you get to know this incident from THIS GIRL.why can't you stop badmouthing me?why do you keep telling stuffs which you assume from your side to others huh?walao and where is my fucking 40bucks you owe me fucking long ago?walao walao walao ehhhhhhhhhhhhhh really knnccb leh.TSK.BUT NEVERMIND.I MYSELF KNOW THINGS ARE NOT LIKE THIS CAN ALREADY AND I WONT GIVE A DAMN TO WHAT OTHE THINGS YOU GONNA SAY NEXT IN THE FUTURE.FULL STOP.

it's so annoying you know.ok people dont think wrongly that i had sex ah cos I DID NOT.anybody who wants to know can come PERSONALLY to ask me.dont go around asking like, "eh wr's blog talking abt who ah?is it the who who who ah?or the who who who?" please dont i tell you.come ask me i'll tell.

2009-01-12T06:48:00.000-08:00

Is it due to PMS that i'm feeling this way today?
totally awestruck by the way i felt.
i did stuffs that i kind of laugh at myself after thinking & doing.
i'm crashed down inside.
i told myself this, "if ever i found another, i'll fight for it"
but the amt of struggle in that small pumping heart,
pulls me off track.
my Achilles heel is that i'm too emotional
and i can't let things go.
just,
wtf and wth am i feeling?
i just (*^$@#%^$^&*(&(
will be the first and last i'll feel and bother. (i hope)
i don't want another oh-my-god-my-heart-just-died-and crashed feeling.
sigh.
just stfu wr.
i don't like this feeling.
sucks so fucking much.
why?
to each and individuals,
i've got things i hope to know and wish to know.
but how?
things left hanging midway,
without a slightest clue of where all these are leading to and heading
that red little organ inside,
got to stop opening.
it can't take in anymore information.
i'll just put a stop
and pretend nth happens.
tmr i'll TRY
and laugh. (:

i'm fine.just ranting to this oh-so-lifeless piece of entry.and i got a little moody in class but i'm ok chinxiang! (:
i've got to smile smile smile, like the chirpy and radiant wr that brings joy and laughters in class.
yeah no trg tmr and only friendlies this week except for the normal sat trg.i just want to play good ball and study well. (:

2009-01-08T04:35:00.000-08:00

hello people!haha ok today whole class were told to wear black by kiathong and i thought of taking a class photo but that chinxiang dk why nvr ask.haha nvm.had some individual photos and i hope they dont kill me ah.all were taken by suelin. (:

hash the big tektek. haha.

weesheng with tenghui at the back.

sebas"TINI" my fav in class.

jacintha "ELEPHANT" my fav in class too.

dk what's jacintha doing ah. but with zhiyun beside her.haha

boey the LICKER. wenxing lookalike.
with laukiathong behind dk looking at what.

haha finally some photos up.no sch tmr and i feel like heading to sentosa for some tanning.anyone? (:

long due photos.

genius remix yo. still got lot more but this 4 are the nicest. (:

and look at aprilyip.me so pretty she pose till like that. ):
(*photos removed due to photo too unglam and ppl talking)

and yeah i'm gna get that vest i love so much at fareast on sun and mum's giving me 200bucks and sis 200bucks too to buy 2sets(ok 1 and a half sets cos i've got a highwaist skirt alr) plus a bag plus a scandal for cny this sun.how cool! :D

2009-01-05T17:21:00.001-08:00

WALAO A FLY GOT TRAPPED IN BETWEEN MY EYELASHES AND EYE WHILE IM WALKING TO CLASS JUST NOW AND I THINK IT BECAME DEAD INSIDE MY EYE!!WHAT A MORNING...

2009-01-05T06:26:00.000-08:00

sch was uber boringggggggggggggggggggggg and tiring cos i slept 4hours only and during OPCS lecture i so much wanted to just slp but dont dare.so i was using hash's phone asking ppl to pose for me so i can put them at hash's contac pictures.haha.anw seeing those classmates make me happy like abc! (:
got back QLA & OPCS papers.yeah one 77% the other 80%.both lost marks at MCQs.if nt could have gotten higher.went home with boey and teng hui and that boey is so not clever.haha.

reached home ate maggi mee and slept till 8plus for xiao niang re.touched up on my marketing assignment and here i am blogging.i think im going dowm to buy prata.hungry but hor i wan jian fei.haha dream on la weerong.
my blog's getting so not interesting.lacking photos.but nvm,will go get those photos i taken from hash and i'll blog them out! :D

I can't lie
I miss you much
Watching everyday you goes by
I miss you much
Tell i get you back I m gonna cry
I miss you much
You are the apple on my I
Girls I miss you much
I miss you much
I can't lie
I miss you much
Watching everyday you goes by
I miss you much
Tell i get you back I m gonna cry
I miss you much
You are the apple on my I
I miss you much
I miss you much

2009-01-01T07:59:00.001-08:00

i spent my last seconds of 2008 with my dearest family.i literally ran from my hse bus stop when ive alighted the bus all the way home just to welcome 2009 with them ok.walao damn tiring and funny when i think back.but worthwhile. (:

last year 2007 counting down to 2008 i was at west coast park with fel,joyce,eunice,tektek,gh,buibui, and idk if ive left anyone's name out.2008 was a bad year.got fooled by you-know-who.got into trouble in sch ended by being dismissed but got back again.so many so many quarrels and fights with mum.got distanced so so much with bestie. etc etc
but not forgetting i got to know this stupid bird.got transferred into a marvelous class.r/s with nana and others got so much better.etc etc.
i hope 2009 will be another good year for me. (:

ok i've got so much so much to say to jtjl.but idk where to start and how to say.sigh..
update again soon and tags will be replied soon. (:

2008-12-18T04:35:00.000-08:00

Dear Santa,
can i have a list of christmas presents from you?
- mumy to have more money so i could have more money to use.
- daddy not to disappear from me anymore.
- a polaroid/camera
- mummy to stop nagging at me less.
- to have more freedom
i know i'm greedy. but i hope you'll grant me.
Love you Santa.

From your dearest,
Wee Rong

2008-12-18T00:50:00.001-08:00

i want to have a memorable and fun christmas. (:

2008-12-16T08:09:00.000-08:00

Chiyen
Cheerup stead!:) Relink me yea? CHEERS!
im fineeeee stead! i miss you! haha. ok relinked.

WEEXIN
OMG. YOU'LL SHY?! :P so busy now then can use comp zzz.
of cos will shy la. haha. you everyday work rich ah. christmas present ah.

cute girl
follow me and say, 1234... hi 5
crazy bird.

juli
OMG THAT VIDEO IS F UCKING FUNNY
its as funny as you! haha long time no see ahhhhhhh.

shiling
jiayan is super stupid can! haha
she's always like tht. haha.

13
=)
(: tag more pls. (:

pretty girl
I MISS b AND I AM NOT SOMEBODY YOU WILL GUESS OUT SO EASILY! hehe, lame :D
limjiayan.

Chiyen
STEAD!:)
yeah yeah? (:

2008-12-14T06:56:00.001-08:00

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2008-12-13T09:32:00.000-08:00

omg Twilight is damn nice laaaaaa.if i could have a boyfriend like Edward that can carry me and run around with speed like lightning and climb up trees to bring me see nice scenery.woah that's totally impossible.haha.Edward's smile totally killed me man.

i need to do something to my hair cos i think it's freaking ugly and so not straight.and also i need to do something to my body cos i want to be slimmer and tonner and tanner.
aim for this holiday
- slim down to 50kg
- get rid of my tummy even if its a small tummy cos i want it flat.
- get tanned!
- and mostly importantly, i want to club. (:

im in a mood to watch alot alot of movies,esp late night movies.so ppl,date me out uh. (:

2008-12-04T08:39:00.000-08:00

i need to complain and whine and rant all out at somewhere.
but i think im not gna rant here.
perhaps in my lj instead.
so ya, friends only.

this may be my last
i'll ever be on a team..

2008-12-03T08:00:00.001-08:00

I LOST MY PHONE! ):
FUCK THAT PERSON WHO PICKPOCKETED IT AND ALSO JIAYAN'S WALLET!
DAMN YOU!

(:

2008-12-02T00:36:00.001-08:00

GUESS WHO AM I ?I HACK INTO YOUR FREAKING BLOG WHEN YOU DIDNT GIVE ME YOUR PASSWORD! HOW CLEVER! HEHE, I LOVE YOU B(:

2008-11-29T09:52:00.000-08:00

i should learn to place everyone on the same weight on the weighing machine.
i am not going to care about anyone except myself.
i'll just study, train, plays competition and stay at home.
i'm feeling like a fuck again.

2008-11-26T01:30:00.001-08:00

this is so funny. korean boy singing "touch my body"

2008-11-26T00:55:00.000-08:00

the world's changing.
and everyone's changing.
some for the good
some for the bad.
and some are changing so fast that i cant seems to catch up.
sigh.
maybe i should change too?
ha idk.

shenli: wee rong cheer up okayyyyyy!!! jia you for zhenghua cup! support u man! =))

yeah im fine.thanks for your jiayous that day at ZHCC.love you! (:

serene: weerong! much love to you. although i've only known you for a short while you're a great person! be strong ok! jiayou for any competitions!! shenli said she saw you playing at zhenghuacup XD JIAYo!

you're a nice person too.im fine. (: yeah you cheer up too.see you soon and lets go sentosa w shenli one fine day alright? (:

GERALDINE: errr, though im not really sure what happened but through your blog post you dont seem ogay? so yah, hope you're fine soon.

im pretty much fine now. (: thankyou for your concern.see you soon. (:

limjiamin: wah still dare say los, where is my bagua huh.You want wait until next year de christmas than give me issit haha

ok.give you on christmas den.but is THIS YEAR's christmas. (:

WEEXIN: OMG. why never put our prettyyyyyyyyyyyae photos tgt.

haha i shy. :x

2008-11-22T21:36:00.001-08:00

you know what, i am a big bully.

2008-11-22T10:18:00.000-08:00

met aprilyip,ber,geniusxiaoyuan at clementi bus inter and they accompanied me home to change and den accompanied me to drink.me had a good time laughing.the 5-10 game,gossips and etc.me likeeeee. (:
and im sorry genius,for shouting at you. ):

mum came downstairs and asked me home
and now im here blogging.
i feel such a failure today.
i've never felt this low.

2008-11-22T10:16:00.000-08:00

seriously, nothing can describe how i feel about you now.
the amount of scratches and flaws in this r/s.
idk if i would want it back.
becos the feelings that you make me feel now is making me withdraw from you.
why not let it go?
sigh..

2008-11-20T06:10:00.000-08:00

this silly and bird-like girl used my phone and video herself while waiting for me to end lesson ytd.i'm practically laughing while watching and i think its so funny.look at her expression.
~~i appreciate. (: best.~~
yeah i help you ask for jamie number.h you.

2008-11-16T23:06:00.001-08:00

on a happier note, APRIL YIP MUN TING is bringing me out on sat night. (:
i know you're bringing me to esplanade to see stars right?? (:

2008-11-16T03:58:00.000-08:00

damn sad. and the whole day im listening to 把爱放开.

2008-11-16T00:45:00.001-08:00

2008-11-16T00:20:00.001-08:00

i don't want a r/s that brings me nothing and nowhere.
i don't want a r/s that i'm the only one contributing.
i don't want a r/s that always bring disappointments.
so what if my heart is with you?
i don't want to bring anymore tears to myself.
things aint that good as all of you see.
it does have alot of scratches and marks.
the more i think, the more i don't see a solution to it.
the same old thing will always repeat on its own.
it's like a cycle.
i don't deny there're happy moments.
but now, all the unhappiness are slowly replacing the happy moments.
where you when i needed?
have you ever make me happy and putting effort into this r/s?
maybe you do.
perhaps when you have learnt to plan your time and know what you really wants,
i'll reconsider again.
i've given you alot alot of chances.
i'm sorry.

2008-11-15T09:49:00.001-08:00

i feel like this now.
kill me.

2008-11-12T20:11:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NANA KOH!
ENJOY YOUR DAY. ME LOVEEEEEEEEE YOU TOOOOOOOOO. (:
SEE YOU LATER. (:

2008-11-11T08:20:00.000-08:00

me so bored so i fiddled with my orbi cam.damn funny.pls dont laugh at my expressions ahhhh.and i do know how to 扮鬼脸 de hor.so prettypretty pls....

look at me ignore my sis.jas & na's fav.hahahhaha.

stupid irritating limjiayan's trademark saying she's as pretty as a flower.

also limjiayan's pig nose.

yes damn irritating right my face.eh entertain for you all horrrrrrr.

2008-11-11T08:05:00.000-08:00

Pictures taken at kbox thay day. (:

ahloi's sunwukong & whathappen trademarks!

yeah this action i suggested and they really did it.hahahah.

informal one

formal!

ok felchoo and nana were shy uh.

eh me not emo-ing but feeling abit bored ah.hahahha.

see,only ahloi not shy and sitting so unglamly.tsk.

2008-11-10T17:07:00.000-08:00

OMG LIMJIAMIN IS BACK!!! (:
HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
WELCOME BACK YO! (:

tags replies:

limjiamin: I am back wahahahahha
yes la.me miss you horrrrrrrr not only your *ahem* and i bet you miss *ahem* only.hahaahahahah.your ba gua is comingggg.....

):: dont angry la.i am sorry.get backto me asap):

B: i not working alr k but your ... must wait until dont know ehn lor.haha.

things are fineeeeeeee now. (: loveyou. BUTBUT not forgiven yet! :D

shenli: that's serene too.. dont care her! anyway cheer up lahh! dont so emo! =) still gt us mah! np bballers man! =))

shenli: i wun wear bikinis one..maybe sb\

shenli: wakao.. that's serene type the lor! wth i will nv wear bikini man! she love to wear it herself so she say i wanna wear!

wear bikini laaaaaaaaaaaa. ): me will go back next week ok?busy this week.help me tell LH. (: YOU MISS ME? :D

daphne: cheerrr upp weee weee... ring mi out if u need kays!=D
ok.that day i nearly wanted to ask you out cos im feeling terribleeeeeeeeee but im strong i get myself back to cheerful mode!still,meet me soon okokok? (:

2008-11-09T07:51:00.000-08:00

i feel my heart wrenching each time i think of you.
idk why but you guys may think i'm being too much by ignoring,but you guys won't understand how i feel becos i myself also dk how i feel exactly.
can someone kill me like now,right now?
It feels like nobody ever knew me until you knew me
Feels like nobody ever loved me until you loved me
Feels like nobody ever touched me until you touched me
Baby, nobody, nobody until you
See it was enough to no
If I ever let you go
I would be no one
Cos I never thought I'd feel
All the things you made me feel
Wasn't looking for someone until you
Nobody, nobody, until you

2008-11-09T06:15:00.000-08:00

did not get to tan today. ): cos meeting yvonne baobao and fel for kbox session at 2plus at clementi. ): v sad but nvm next week next week! (:

kbox was fun.and funny too.hahahha.took photos but with yvonne.will upload once i get them.
dinner at sumo house and then jas loi fel and na came my hse here to slack.
den im here blogging after they went home.

my thumb's really became shorter laaaaaaaaa. ):
fatter now. ):
and i think my phone dying in process,or perhaps its alr seriously ill.
cos i dropped my phone twice today,and the 2nd time i dropped was really was a loud "thud" onto the floor.
and due to that,the phone's bluetooth was spoilt and i think some circuit in the phone was damaged cos its bloody hell hot at the top la.
its not the battery but the phone.
ohmyholymama phone,pls dont die on me now cos i've got no money to buy a new phone alr. ):
but its also a good thing cos i can beg my mummy change new phone for me and also at this point of time no one can contact me cos i cant leave my phone on cos it'll get hotter and hotter and im scare it'll explode ah.
sighsighsigh...
what a bad day today too. ):

ok bye.long day tmr and a long&busy week.
kwell moixzxz...

2008-11-08T10:14:00.000-08:00

ok going sentosa laterrrrrrrrr.

training was alright.but my poor little thumb not ok.damn painful.short and fat now.and i think it had become shorter youknowwwwwwwwww.aww.. ):
after training ate at bukit timah hawker and den to macs till 1plus 2 den shared cab home with twins and na.
had a great time there and jacqtan,armpit ah.hahahah damn funny ok.you guys wan know ask jasminetan. :D

i want to go slp now cos i had a bad day today.
i hate you.
you know why i cant accept,
firstly, i think you had a great time with them that you wont call and inform me or even borrow their phone.had a fun time slacking ya?
secondly,you tell me vivo city where no public phone?you want me show you where?
thirdly,you might as well as ask her to be your gf cos you listen to her,even if to the extent i'll get angry.
finally,your reasons/excuses are too superficial for me to accept and let me eat into my mind.

2008-11-07T14:49:00.000-08:00

me still love you ok.
things are gna be hard between us now, but i want us to be like the past and you dont neglect me anymore.
damn sad ok if you were to neglect me.
promise you maybe next week bring you out and we'll go dating, just the two of us and i want to give you a bday treat. (:
love you like how you love your pc hor.
(L)

2008-11-07T12:33:00.000-08:00

REPLIES TO TAGS

:/: i am yours to command.

:/: whey,i care,i can go tanning with y but was rejected,really,i will acc you,.i am not your gf but your bestest lover ever,dont be sad.i love you(:

B: dont be sad alr.love you my sweety(:

(:: i thk the picture of me is prettier!haha.B gone missing.you say want to call me and then you went where to hide?!haha

you always no time for me and you're going work soon. ): i can only see you when during trainings. dont like dont like. ):

chinxiang: we're all behind you yo! jiayou!!! =D

kumar: DONT SAD! you're not negelcted!

chinxiang & kumar: DONT EMO larh! relax only! we care yo! smilee =)=)

thank you both. (: i dont emo in class so dont worry you wont ever see me emo cos im a happy person. (:

serene: <3
serene: HELLO I AM SERENE YOUR JUNIOR I COME AND TAG LE DON'T SAD DON'T SAD! I'M WITH SHENNNNLIIIIIIIIIIII HEYHEY~ HAHA SHENLI WILL WEAR BIKINI
GO TANNING W SHENLI AND I eh why say you my junior?haha.ok.you and shenli be my new best friends okok?and i'll be glad to see shenli in bikini.

2008-11-07T00:12:00.000-08:00

sigh.i think im nothing in people's eyes.
no one tag no one bother no one care.
bestie i think is long gone and im really v sad abt this.
the more i think what went wrong,the more upset i will be and the more i'll think.
nobody wants me anymore.
they know and they wont ask.
so many things i wanna do but who can accompany me?
me want go tanning but ask who?
nobody.
me want go shopping but broke.
me want buy presents for bestie and i think im damn useless cos i cant get a decent and great 18th bday for her.
me is being neglected.
nobody undstnd how tired i am.
i want to MIA and hide in my crib.
& rot.

2008-11-06T20:02:00.000-08:00

happy birthday to the twins! (:
love you twoooooooooo.

2008-11-05T06:39:00.000-08:00

me miss limjiamin. ):
come back soon plssssssss.hahahah

ok no sch today but eyes were on the laptop from 8am to 1130am and then 1pm to 4plus.all cos of elearning work!haha
fatass came over my hse after her chi paper and we both rotted till 7plus at night den went shooting at the court downstairs.shoot for an hour and went back cos of soccer players. zzz
although i hate you for making me to go fetch you when its raining damn heavy but then end up you went to my hse without telling me at all.damn angry you know. -shakes my head violently!-
and also you used my friendster acc wrote comments to yourself which i think its so wahahahaha cos you so buyaolian bt nehmind,still love you.
and pls stop eating!cant believe you can take the nutella choc jam to eat just like that!omg so fattening and sweet la.crazy.
lastly,super hate you to the maxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx for saying im a gorilla!!!!!!f you!HAHAHAH.damn sad you know. ):

ok twins bday in a few hours' time. (: me love you two!when the gathering ah???the every last day of the month.

i think im gna go crazy with all the packed and hectic bball programmes.dying ah.
but still,kx jiayou for the ZhengHua cup. (:

i want to take pictures and post it in my blog.i need a cameraaaaaaaaaaaaa.
oh my Nikon D40.. when can i have you? ): i love Nikon no love Canon.
damn chio and pretty plsssssssss.
any kind souls wna get this for me??
sompa i'll love you to the max!!!

2008-11-01T10:33:00.000-07:00

tonight, i'm being fucked inside out again.
i fumbled.
sigh..

2008-10-25T12:03:00.000-07:00

yes cara eyecandy wrote comment to me again!damn happy till i want fly ah.haha (:
friendly against autofocus.steamboat with 13 lovelies of kx and then bus home.
imagine 13 of us there and we really made a hell lot of noise there la.esp limjiamin uh.hahahha.

nothing beats then having friends around.
that's my principle.
its not gna change unless something hit me hard on my head and makes me change that.
if not,
friends are always priority.
and,
nothing beats then having these 3words " i love you" from bestie. (:

2008-10-23T06:07:00.000-07:00

really too bored and went photofunia and play.
all so pretty leh.falling in love with myself already yo! :D

wa this one is the best ah! (:

only you in my eye. (:

i love the tattoo image of myself!

pretty lehhhhhhh.

love this most.hahahaha

wow!

omg i just love polaroid photos!

yeah baby.

im on the streets!

imu.

(:

2008-10-22T08:52:00.000-07:00

best. (:

seriously don't get it why people can just do&say things just to protect themselves and then get others into trouble?
it's not about who's stronger and who's not.
we're all the same,
just trying to play the game.
and it's definitely not about winning eachother's heads down.
it's about keeping the passion and fire going.
sigh.

projects coming up.had to submit weekly.omg laaaaaaaaa. ):
went Dover ite for friendly but rained and off to jurongeast for KFC.
weather damn shiok to sleep lorrrrrrr.tsk.
oh did i mention that Ms Sharon complimented that my poem was good and cute.
and i tell you when i was asked to recite my poem,damn shy la.
cos i think my poem very funny ah.
when i got back the poem i'll type it out cos i forgot wad i wrote as i've several drafts.
wahahaha.

met aprilFATASS,xiaoyuanGENIUS,xuan,avis,jiajia,yvonne and pamela below my hse.
made them wait la.
so paiseh.
anyway,had a good time catching up with yuanyuan. (:
and also,aprilyipmunting. (:
send them off and here i am blogging.
haha

2008-10-21T08:57:00.000-07:00

happy 16th precious! (:

dont frown,cos you know i'll always be there.
dont cry,cos i'll nvr leave and make you drop your tears.
dont fall,cos i'll be there for you to lean and hear you complain.
just smile,cos i love seeing your smiles.
just eat,cos i'll control your diet to prevent you getting any fatter.
just play,cos i know when to restrict you.
just go ahead,cos i'll support you and protect you from bullies.

you know,i love you most.
you're my BFF,my gf,my trashbag,my punching bag.
im sorry cos i've got lesson the next morning.
if not,your bday surprise will be a boom.
rmb,you're the prettiest&cutest.
you're not fugly at all. (:

hang on to me and i'll do the same.
no broken promises no nothing.
just you, and me. (:

2008-10-21T08:27:00.000-07:00

this time round,
i find it very hard to forgive&forget thou that's my forte.
somehow,
i just feel like giving up,
the passion the game.

2008-10-16T07:41:00.000-07:00

i need time,
to get over.
becos,
i care that's why im upset.
i need to reflect & time.

this song is what i feel.

i think im enjoying to go sch nowadays .L4 ppl are fun.jacintha nvr fails to make my day with laughters! :D
SEDP (SELF EXPRESSION THROUGH DRAMA&POETRY) damn fun & exciting as its poetry writing and acting!wow my childhood dream to act yknow!HAHAHA.used to write poems in sec sch but now no cos i think i dont express myself anymore?but i love poems. (:
lecturer was a well-known tv actress named SHARON BINTE ISMAIL.
but well,i've nvr saw her on tv before,maybe cos her hair is different now?haha
go visit THIS to know more about this module and her.
Ian was a great companion in class.big size yet shy,and he writes good&classcic poems (:

but i hate wed as my lesson is from 8am to 10am,followed by 3hrs break den 1pm to 5pm.4long hours of SEDP but its ok cos i love it. (:
tmr best ah,9 to 11 only.shiok!after which tanning at sentosa with babylove. (:

my blog is lacking of photos.but nvm,closing down soon.

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2008-10-14T09:22:00.000-07:00

after one round,
fingers all pointed at me.
self protection wasnt wise.
should have killed myself.
improvements and efforts,
all so unappreciated.
perhaps i should zip.
idk how long can i still last,
feeling so lousy.
couldnt handle anymore.
even natural reaction also got pinpointed.
maybe i should get myself injected with liquid that says,"oblivious from senses"
again,i'm still the apologetic one.
when will things change?
i think im dumb to think it'll change.
sigh.
respect?i'm losing it too.
a good idea to shut aimlessmeo8.blogspot.com down?
maybe,soon. (:

2008-10-13T21:36:00.000-07:00

im just protecting myself.
i've had enough hurts from the past.
i dont wish us to end like G and me.
perhaps i was wrong then.
sigh.

2008-10-13T06:01:00.000-07:00

omg before things get worse,i want to say something.the part whereby i said that i-know-you-know-B-know,esp these 2parts:
"things are so good so fine.well, i hate to say that i hate it when someone just cant stop her ^$#!$@#$@%#@.you-know-B-know-i-know (: i just dont like you."
"but nehmind.i'll be seeing my fav classmates(:
they're a hell lot better friends than you-know-i-know-B-know. (:"
and perhaps this:
"let's peel a banana now,
cos i think i hate you. period."
all these are referring to my side of friends.AIYA i cant reveal much if not it's gna be so obvious,or perhaps that person knew it herself alr.but ITS DEFINITELY NOT OUTSIDE PPL. (:
i don like assumations and misunderstandings,which ended up badmouthing or stuffs. (:

ok first day of sch was alright.made a few friends.lucky there's jacintha & sebas. (: got to know hashreen,zhiyun and suelin.
lessons was freaking boring cos its introductory QLA&OPCS,which obviously i've gone through before and both tchers are still the same.
but lucky,this part made me day a little fun and humourous.
Ian pass a note to me and he wrote this, "roses are red violets are blue.im Ian and who are you? (: " something like that and i broke into laughters.HAHAHA cos its my first time reading such things.thanks anyway. (:
was pretty weird la but i guess things gna get fine in the next few days? (:

went vivo met B and ate walked shopped.
home at 7plus. (:
lovelove yo!

lesson at 9am to 1pm tmr.hope there's not a need to attend PMG tutorial.hahah.
anyway i think im disliking you more & more but still,i'll do my part as a NORMAL FRIEND.tyvm

2008-10-11T09:23:00.000-07:00

i hate the feelings of my ankle being sprained. sucks to the core man! ):
freaking painful la.and i think im the stupidest person to sprain my ankle by falling down on my own la ): ):
the pain is so teeerrrrrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiiiibbbbbbbblllllllleeeeeeeeee that i immediately ask someone to come over for me to grab her hand.
and thanks ah limjiamin. (:
i think your hand is smaller now cos i've grabbed too tight.HAHA!
sigh.. why each time when things are picking up, my ankle had to be like this? ): ): ):

sch starting on mon.good and bad.becos monday lesson 9am to 5pm.kwellllll moiiiiiiii. ):
but nehmind.i'll be seeing my fav classmates(:
they're a hell lot better friends than you-know-i-know-B-know. (:

ice-ing my ankle now.i hope it wont swell tmrrrrrrrrr. ): x 100000000000

you made me head over heels.

2008-10-06T10:12:00.000-07:00

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2008-10-04T11:17:00.000-07:00

i feel like ranting in this empty space.
but idk why my mind just went blank when i want to start typing.
things are just not going the way i want it to be.
everything seems to be my freaking fault.
be it on court off court friends family etc.
nothing's going right.
and i wonder,who care & bother to come and read and concern abt me?
no one i guess?
that batch of friends no longer cares anymore.
and it had been disappointments again & again
i kept my mouth shut and din bother to ask and go out becos if ever you all will bother & care,
i wouldnt have felt this lousy at this moment.
had only bestie and i always rely on bestie only cos im not that kind who'll go maintain my friendships with everyone on a best way.
becos i myself aint that sociable as all of you will think abt me.
there's so much more you guys havent realise.
im no longer that small little bitch.
i've grown up and my thinkings character care&concern for others aint the same anymore.
but who'll bother to come and find out and know more?
i admit i prefer being alone and i personally feel that independence is the key cos no one is reliable.
not saying i dont trust my friends,but it's something that i've learnt from my mum.
when was the last time i open up myself to someone,or lets say to bestie?
maybe half a year ago?ha.
i laugh my everyday's whole day away cos i believe 只要笑一笑，没有什么事情过不了。
i know this may sounds silly & absurd & naive to some becos if ever a smile can solve problems, there wouldnt be sorrows in this world.
but i hold this sentence in my heart cos at least it makes me feel better?
that man in my life always ask me to do this "WR eat the humble pie and win others over. you're strong enough to face all these"
but can i ask "why me? why always me?"
sigh.
i cant ask that cos i believe im stronger than that.
but right now i cant believe im being so weak ranting all these stuffs here.
sigh.

2008-10-04T10:01:00.000-07:00

you dk the matter is big or small so just keep quiet.
i have my reasons for getting angry.
so,i know what i am doing tyvm.

2008-10-03T09:12:00.000-07:00

i think im so lousy.
i'm below others.
so inferior.
sigh..

baby you're just so magical.
got me so mesmerized.

2008-10-02T08:48:00.000-07:00

super have the urge to blog this, i prefer animals than big&small cos i love seeing animals. :D i know im bad la huh but who caresssssssssssssssssssss.

2008-09-30T08:55:00.000-07:00

Baby aka FATTYBOMBOM, you're so special to me. The one who changed me so much, the one whom i never want to leave. i don't want this love to end. And each time we quarrel or bicker, we make up within the next few days. It brought us closer too. Each time you hold me & MAKE MY BREAST FLAT (now ppl, you know why my breast so small and flat.HAHA!), i feel almost unbelievable. How we first met, how we go on our first date, how we progressed, how we plan our days, how we go crazy, how happy we are, i'm gladful to guanyin mama for all these arrangment. (: i love you. & i'm loving you for good.

2008-09-28T09:50:00.000-07:00

All the best to you for your papers! Me love you ah fatty bombom! (:
(ignore my blurred face and i also dk why hers so clear mine so blur)

things are so good so fine.well, i hate to say that i hate it when someone just cant stop her ^$#!$@#$@%#@.you know B know i know (: i just dont like you.

work again tmr.i dont like it when mon starts which mean mon,wed,fri=work tue,thurs,sat=training.so no life leh.i want to play and go out and start organising my you-know-i-know-B-know.
but nvm.working means moolah into my pockets.hehe

i miss my 2L01 classmates leh ):
im very sad cos no longer in the same class as them already... ): ):
i miss that big fellow whom i always loves to fight with,but sigh...no longer no longer..
and bestie,please get well soon! (: i lubxxzx euuz

got to sleep soon if not that fatty bombom gna scold me.
(:

2008-09-20T09:40:00.000-07:00

my nails at the toe turned purple cos orh ceh then when i cut my nails just now,it bled!wow haha! :D
training was alright n i think my ankle's breaking soon collapsing soon dying soon.ok very nonsense but its true la.
ate at WM & kopi roti then home.
so freaking tired and low.

im broke.how?
tsk.
i want to buy maltese cos they're freaking cute.
but i've got to seek from my mum's consent and save money.

i wish for a helicopter to take me away
to somewhere there's no stress,no problems
so carefree so relaxing.
and of course for lots of maltese's company.
im serious.

idk why but im getting used to not texting you,
not receiving your texts,
not calling you and talk to you on the phone.
most imptly,im getting used to you not sticking around me.
that's it.
i love no one now,at this moment.

i think im the lousiest of all.

2008-09-18T09:55:00.001-07:00

jacqtan im very very sad now.
appear in front of me plsssssssss. ):